Apocalypse now, really???

Funny Things happen now a days. Apocalypse has began it seems. Why do people think that they have to do or say the right thing only when it all comes to an end? Nostalgia sweeping across like famine. Once I remember in not so distant past there came a news that the world was going to end. As an immediate result paranoia swooped across ....there were sudden marriages, proposals flying, crime increased , all in all the equilibrium shifted to a satanic world. But alas!! the world stands still and strong.

Many a happy years I spent here at KIIT, the memories are enough to brighten my idle days. Still whats the fuss about farewells and lost relations???

I believe that the best of friends are going to be connected for rest of their lives and the rest would have to do with facebook. After all the world is connected.

I don't want to bore you with details of my joyous journey or tell you tales of my disappointments nor do I wish to convey you the things that were left "Incomplete". I just want to say :
"Move on fellas ,its a big world and we have very little time".

we always want things we cant get

After years of trying. moving around the bushes. tearing my scalp ..several times. laughing at every silly
joke. Bearing every tantrum. spending loads of hard earned money of my pop.....

Being there when she needed, helping her out everytime she just asked, giving her a shoulder to cry
loving her with all my heart...

Depressed , angered , frustrated when she wont respond.. pacifying her even for the things she did
wrong, jealous of every boy-acquintance of her..

One rainy day she said ...." U have me".....a voice echoed in my mind (" Ohh my God !!!!! i dont Love her").

Its often is the case wid me nd the human race as in general " we always want things we can't get"

Now what happens when U finally get what you've wished for... you are so prone to running after ,ploting
schemes....that you just dont need it anymore when u finally get it.

so speak to yourself " Do you really want what your running after?". whether is it worth running after?

"Its like a dog running after a car, it doesnt know what it would do when it catches the car".

I pictured her as the most beautifull nd intresting thing in the world. so i should have her ...Thats EGO
speaking people....

No i find every fault i can imagine in her. Once i had her things get a bit what can i say "Boring". cliche...

"
Someone told me love will all save us.
But how can that be, look what love gave us.
A world full of killing, and blood-spilling
That world never came


Now that the world isn't ending, it's love that I'm sending to you.
It isn't the love of a hero, and that's why I fear it wont do.

"

So how do you know when you truely love someone....
well i cant tell you coz i haven't been in love.

But never force something on yourself try not be in the FOSLA group.
These things are mutual either you connect bothways or none.
Everything has a timing, so in the process of trying too hard you ruin everything else.

By the way I broke up with her next day.

" All good things must end , for better things to begin"........

PHONY

INVITATION:
All final year students are requested to be present at the school hall at 9.30 am for their farewell ceremony.

so here comes the final day at school,those years of regorous torture,humiliation..been bullied around
corridors ..insulted ,beaten.......are finally over.

I really liked the idea still i had to go there one final time to cry goodbyes...that killed me!.

I won't go,still two of the greatest fools in the school's history( "MY best friends") took me with them.
They thought it was their last opportunity to hit on the girls( which as a matter of fact they have been trying
since the day they joined the school).

My entry cudn't have been scarier,i was greeted with tilaks and garlands..with girls showering flower
on my way to the hall. ( what am i,a maharaja or something???)

They finally as we all were seated the singing and dancing began. IT killed me. The dances were quite
funny though..no coordination,no practice they danced as if enjoying at their brother's marriage in
baraat nd all...such lousy people...

There was this play i liked.but i found drooping heads on my shoulders . everyone were enjoying their
afternoon nap.

Then began the stupidest part,the Games. I felt like puking every moment of it. Dancing chairs...common
those are for girls..DUMB CHARADES.....for obvious reasons dumb guys......nd the torture went on endlessly
.. I puked twice.,

Finally as i was about to leave,the Dj came on,,,nd more dirty dancing...
Everyone was so happy,i cudn't figure out why?
The music was bad ,it was hot and sweaty..all so crowded nd all..
I puked again.

we ate .IT sucked the food.Then happiest moment of the day, the life...final gudbye.
But no...they have to spoil that one also for me..god it was a miserable day.
All of a sudden there were flashes,its taking pics time.....
I can't understand why people need photos to remind themselves how pretty the once looked or
groups of chimps they once called friends.


I forgot to tell u at first,i was kicked out of school 2 weeks back for slapping my teacher in class.
I didn't like the mole in his face. what did i do wrong??
I mean all throughout life they taught me to be Honest,when finally i showed them,they sacked me,
such dishonest and PHONY people.

You Give Love a bad Name

one perfect Valentine's Day ....A classic propose:
Guy bending on his knees " I Love You". . Girl " So do i"....now here comes the shiv sainiks....." I now pronounce You Man and Wife"...but waityou can't kiss the bride here its against hindu laws.
want a free wedding no money in pockets..go out with the girl on valentine's day..you just need to worry about the treat..rest the shiv sainiks will take care..
IF not,with a wallet , the wristwatch,the expensive clothes....tie a rakhi along...trust me rakhi from your gf will save you from them.,,savvy that.
Got no girlfriend..no probs dude lets smoke and drink it off..i will be your commiserate.Got ditched,you deserve better..come lets celebrate ...
I dont think you need a special occasion to Love someone,i dont feel giving roses and giftsare needed on a perticular day to express your mate that you love her more than anything inthe world.
I see people searching for someone on this day,to seal the deal...do be committed ....all bulshit.I see girls walking apprehencively on the roadways..scared someone will pop up from the bushesor trees and say they love them and on a valentine's day to be their valentine.
I am not against valentine's day...hell i love it..still instead of love i find despiration in the eyes..I see around people trying to SHOW LOVE.
No matter how many times you have said the L.word to your gf..still valentine's day gives them theauthority to put that kick on your back saying "you lazy dog make me feel special".
you walk alone people say "hmmmm meeting someone"....you come back alone " poor creature no one for him".
I personally feel its a day to be celebrated, do all you want to spread love...still at the end of the daycome back call your folks and tell them you love them..

The First Date

They say there is a first time for everything. A date also falls into this. I would like to clear up my situation
first . I am a small town boy coming from a school in which we regarded sitting beside a girl in one bench
in class to the ultimate punishment. and every girl in the class was determind to tie each boy rakhi so
that they cannot take further interest in her (as well as to get free gifts). Hence when after moving to bhilai
from there it took me almost a year to be able to be good friends with girls.

1. select a girl of interest
There always was this girl in my friend circle i wanted to date. we were hanging out ( in grp) all
the time. Then i thought its high time for me to get into a relationship.
2. How to ask????
For being a first timer i seeked advice from my friends who gave me ,...well good suggestions.
To be frank..they scared the hell out of me. some said be yourself dude nd all's gonna be well.
some said red roses ..some said chocs,ice-creams.///// .';];];'/'.'.[];]$%$%^^..
The rest said she will hit you with a sandal....scratch ur face with her fingernails....a black eye..or both..

After considering all this i finally asked her out in a reasonable way (can't disclose) and to my surprise
she agreed.
3. DAMn costly affair.
I had to lend a bike, wear a new shirt and still it cost me the pocket money for half the month.

I took her to a good restaurant ..she ate little ordered more.====waste of money.
she asked me several questions about my self===== an interview with a vampire girl.
she chatted relentlessly still i was just gazing at her==== advantages of a beautiful face.

They after having the meal. we went away towards a hangout place which happens to be a shopping
complex. =====money$$$$$$$$.
she ate ice creams ,chocs , bought a scarf and tried buying gift for me from my own money.

I don't Know why we date, it can't be LOVE..its a mear attachment, a likeness ..an attraction.

After all this finally romance crept in our date after a long while in most unlikely fashion.
We were sitting on a bench facing a park,just looking at people moving..kids jumping around..trees
swinging in rhythm..we did nothing much but just talked, ate jalebi from a thela and nothing more.

ANDDDDD time flew for us.

Then finally i dropped her in her home( actually near the street where her home was) and went back
smiling...

ALLS WELL THAT ENDS WELL>>

ps: still if u dont have money u can't have honey.

Be Yourself.

No matter what you wanna do,You ask a friend help me decide What should I do.
You get a reply ..." Dude just be yourself."
Well it has been ages since we hear these words from ourselves and Others.
Then are these words Of any worth, do they really speak the truth.

It is true we cannot act ourselves throughout life,but is being what you are enough?
what if You Dont Like WHO you are??????

Everyone of us has a desire to be popular, to be praised , to be loved..
Fame is a thing everyone wants, Many just wanna trade lives .
People just aren't ready to mould themselves into what they want..they just want
the easy way round things.

Then people have you ever thought U shouldn't have said a thing to someone in your
OWN way of saying things..U haven't done something in YOUR own way of doing
things.. Ever wished U weren't like what you were?????? Like U just dont wanna be
a person U are and just be somebody else????

Even the comic book superheroes dont wanna be themselves..
Do u look yourself into a mirror and say I HATE YOU.
You see people around you doin better,ever wondered U could be something similar??

Well its just that You have to respect Yourself. You have a personality and you just cant
change yourself like u change clothes.Somethings are better the way they are ,better not try
twisting or U may strangle yourself.

Everyone has his GUD and BAD aspects,its just about looking at yourself in a mirror
and saying .."You can do better"..

So people trust yourself and not let yourselves down by things that are meant to do
such foul things. IF God have made you this way,better try leaving it the way it is then.

Just be what you are not what people want you to be.

MEETING THE PARENTS

On a beautifull sunlight day,down on one knee...taking the hand of the girl...
I had proposed.she accepted it..my joy knew no bounds..
It was so very mesmerising then..I had what I wanted..my love by my side..

AS i had said, there is always a FLIPSIDE.

Now after 3 months of dating...she suddenly says to me one day
" what are you doin this sunday afternoon?"asked she
"nothing much..nething special this sunday?" i said
"well u r coming to my house sunday, my parents wanna meet u" said she
"can i have a glass of water plz" i gasped

There are times in a boy's life he just can never be prepared for....
Yes meeting ur Girlfriend's parents.....

well we are so occupied in hollywood movies now a days we somehow..forget what its like in here.
i was a shy guy in those days,,,,yea the one who turns crimson...as the blood somehow makes its presence
felt throughout the physiognomy.

well i drank lots of water...wore my best attire.and went 2 meet the parents.
the house looked Majestic...RICH ..2 cars were parked along with a bike...
( do they belonged to the family ..or were boroughed to impress me....)
I buzzed at their front door..(i did take large quantity of oxygen..i wud cease breathing anyway later on)

A lady opened the door...her mommy..i wished her and she somehow gave a very warm smile..
when I entered the house..it was beautifully decorated( RICH girl hhmmm)..
there was a couch nd the DAD was sitting on it like he were THE GODFATHER>>not the plain Father..
I wished him nd he beconed me to sit beside him..i obliged...

And we began to chat,.he somehow made it a habit that he shdn't give any trace of a so called "SMILE"
mommy went along providing eatables of many varieties...still i noticed she kept on judging me from one corner
of her eye everytime she crossed me,...(well "MOMMY" i m not shahrukh ..i wanted to scream)
AS i had my cheeks red as apples....sweaty palms....a million horrible expressions on my face...
she arrived..nd all was pleasant again.

Then as we all four began talking,...her brother arrived..nd that "look" again as if he were measuring me
(I guess its a family problem)..he shook my hand nd said hello..(he had it from the instant he saw me that...
1.He had seen me in the neighbourhood flirting with girls.
2.At the local pub.drinking like a hog.
3.And offcourse,.creating riots nd other such violence acts nd the night stop at the police station.
)

The dad started comparing me with all the boys he knew were more apt for his daughter..
The mom had completed full scanning of me..nd a detail project on me was ready with her..
The bro well....if he had his will he would love 2 kick me out of the house..
And my girl all the while stared at me smiling................
( now i was a mockery....gr8)

Then the indian touch..this wasn't a nuclear family after all..
many nieces..cousins..the bhaiyas ..the bhabhis...the chachas...the budhaas n buddhies
nd me well i started pinching myself(common this got to be a nightmare)
the kids already were amused by their latest toy "well that would be me".
And by jove!! the stares...I think tom cruise wud be ashamed by my popularity...

I had repeated my name nd my profile about 50 times..every new family member who came along made it a habit
2 feed me...as if i were the holy COW..nd feeding me would bring peace and prosperity to their home..
I had to compete with the entire brigade on every little thing i knew...like badminton..ludo...chess...
cooking...singing and dancing......nd offcourse even the "GUDDA N GUDDI AND GHAR GHAR" games.

I was the joker...nd the show went on nd on...
all this while SHE just stared at me.she kept on smiling ...
GOD I cud bear all this day in day out..if she kept on looking at me the way she was now.
AS i had this brief moments of joy..the youngest member of the family decided that tea break was over..
yea he suddenly started leaking sitting majestically over my lap. THE ICING ON THE CAKE.

Then all of a sudden she broke into laughter...then all of the rest "except me offcource".joined in
This was the limit...i got up nd began to leave..just then she took my hands nd pulled me back...
Then she stated very joyfully that all this was a setup nd i was made a fool.

what else cud I do...I started laughing too..

Every boy has to meet with his girl's parents someday
One advice frm my side please be cool "Every Doggy Has His Bad Day"