we always want things we cant get

After years of trying. moving around the bushes. tearing my scalp ..several times. laughing at every silly
joke. Bearing every tantrum. spending loads of hard earned money of my pop.....

Being there when she needed, helping her out everytime she just asked, giving her a shoulder to cry
loving her with all my heart...

Depressed , angered , frustrated when she wont respond.. pacifying her even for the things she did
wrong, jealous of every boy-acquintance of her..

One rainy day she said ...." U have me".....a voice echoed in my mind (" Ohh my God !!!!! i dont Love her").

Its often is the case wid me nd the human race as in general " we always want things we can't get"

Now what happens when U finally get what you've wished for... you are so prone to running after ,ploting
schemes....that you just dont need it anymore when u finally get it.

so speak to yourself " Do you really want what your running after?". whether is it worth running after?

"Its like a dog running after a car, it doesnt know what it would do when it catches the car".

I pictured her as the most beautifull nd intresting thing in the world. so i should have her ...Thats EGO
speaking people....

No i find every fault i can imagine in her. Once i had her things get a bit what can i say "Boring". cliche...

"
Someone told me love will all save us.
But how can that be, look what love gave us.
A world full of killing, and blood-spilling
That world never came


Now that the world isn't ending, it's love that I'm sending to you.
It isn't the love of a hero, and that's why I fear it wont do.

"

So how do you know when you truely love someone....
well i cant tell you coz i haven't been in love.

But never force something on yourself try not be in the FOSLA group.
These things are mutual either you connect bothways or none.
Everything has a timing, so in the process of trying too hard you ruin everything else.

By the way I broke up with her next day.

" All good things must end , for better things to begin"........